Too fast

I had an email from the surgeons office in Manhattan, moving a step closer to making an appointment to see Emma.

That's all, just an email but I'm a wreck!! 

We are going to have to choose which surgery to do, and when!  But before that, it's figuring out the cheapest and least complicated way to visit two surgeons over two hours away! 

I guess first I need to find out how to check if insurance will cover the procedure, and subsequent therapies! 

Now I remember why I was putting this off - so overwhelming!

Did I mention I'm also supposed to be applying for citizenship too - also scary and overwhelming?!  What was I thinking!!