Family Fishing!

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> On Saturday we got up well before sunrise to head to Ocean City, New Jersey. We spent four hours on a fishing boat, enjoying the warm weather and peaceful time fishing. We had a $20 prize for whoever in our family caught the biggest fish, and Emma won that!
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> Emma caught a flounder, and Seabass. Scott caught a sand shark, which is really a dogfish, Toby caught a small flounder. Both kids got to hold a puffer fish!
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Gone Fishing!

This morning we spent 4 hours on a fishing boat.  We each had a rod and unlimited bait.  We stood side by side, no one had any advantage over another.  And we even had a prize of $20 to the family member who caught the biggest fish.

Yet, Toby spent over half his time NOT fishing.  Not bothered to sit or stand with his rod.  He was fine until about 3.5 hours in when he started crying bc he hadn't caught anything!!  I refused to "catch something " for him since I hadn't caught anything myself.

About 15 minutes before we returned to shore he put bait on his hook and dropped a line.  I prayed he would catch something even though he didn't deserve to!  Scott prayed with Toby to catch something.

Then the captain gave us a 2 minute warning, "fish hard, fish fast".

Shortly after, Scott heard "bring up your line".  So he did.  Then the captain told everyone to bring up their lines for the last time, at the same time as Toby pulled in his line saying "I got something!!"  And there it was, a little Flounder!

It wasn't big enough to win the competition, however, I am hoping he saw that God hears our prayers, shows incredible mercy when we don't deserve it, and comes through when you think time is up.  That is worth far more!!.

Really?

Has it really been two months since I posted?  Ugh.  Sorry if you've been waiting to hear about the crazy exploits of our family!!  I will take some time over the next week to show you some of what we have been up to.

For the record, September is my least favorite month of the year.  It is a cruelly hard transition from the 2 months of free-flowing summer in to a strict schedule of school, homework, swim practice and other commitments.  I think we maybe do ourselves a disservice by relaxing so much in the summer!!

On the flip side, we have Toby's 9th birthday (yes, 9!!) next Saturday, leading to a wedding on the 20th, and then taking the kids to see the Statue of Liberty at the end of October!!  So stay tuned for the pictures, and I'll strive to make at least a weekly post!!

Much love,

Deb

July

It just hit me what a busy month we have had!  It started in Virginia, with a wedding and meeting distant relatives for the first time.  Then we had two big barbecues at the house, on the new patio.  We had the brick work pointed on the house, and then Scott fractured a vertebrae in his back!  We headed to Florida for 5 days, and were swept up in the love and acceptance of the Moebius community before heading back home and wrapping the month with the Swim Team banquet last night!

The kids swam in 4 swim meets, had a great time and Emma also won the Coaches Award for her age bracket, for showing perseverance, good attitude, helpfulness and flexibility.

August appears as though it will be a quiet month, while Scott heals and we get some rest before the new school year is upon us. 

Time is moving so fast and it's bittersweet to see the kids growing up and having so many wonderful experiences.  Each step a step away from our tight family bond. 

But that's the greatest challenge of parenting, recognizing that these little humans don't belong to us, and are merely entrusted to our care for a short (but crucial) period of time.  What the future holds is not our to know, but we pray, trust, and hope that they have what they need to succeed in the plans God has for them!

Moebius Syndrome Foundation Conference 2018

Despite Scott fracturing his vertebrae last Sunday, we still made it to St. Petersburg Florida for the bi-annual Moebius conference!

Excited for the flight!

The Vinoy is a 90 year old hotel and it was fantastic!  Beautiful, and the room was huge with comfy beds.

The view from our room

The marina across the street

 The pool

Dinner the first night!

Before the conference started we visited the Clearwater Marine Aquarium, the home of Winter, from A Dolphins Tale. 

Winter's tale fell off when she was a baby and had been caught in a crab trap.  Emma loves the movie, so it was a cool trip.

Touching baby Rays!

We stopped at Clearwater beach for lunch and a quick dip in the Gulf!

Time for the conference!

We all met Jono Lancaster, a motivational speaker with Treacher Collins syndrome.  Jono is from Leeds in the UK and was the keynote speaker at the conference.  He also became a friend of our family!!

When we could get Scott to rest, he did!

Toby was 4 at the last conference, so this was important for him.  He attended a few sessions, including a sibling group lead by some therapists.

We met lots of kids, many who knew Emma from their moms showing her picture on Facebook!

Jono gave a great opening speech, really impacted us.

Then the kids could play!

These two got along so great all week, and helped me whenever I asked.  We are so proud.

Toby enjoyed the free continental breakfasts, eating more croissants than I could count!!  We really gave them a break on the calorie watch this trip!

These teens have a strong friendship and I hope one day, Emma can find similar friends who know what she deals with!

 The group picture of kids!

Then Emma held Leland, the newest member of the family, only 5 weeks old, with Moebius Syndrome.

The pool DJ had a hula hoop contest!

Emma performed at the talent showin front of around 300 people!!

Last breakfast!

This picture is from Friday evening, when some of the moms from the Facebook group all went out for a drink.   I wasn't anticipating the conference having a big impact on me, but it did and I made so many new friends.  Many knew me and Emma from Facebook and we had a lot of positive comments about inspiring people.

Truth is, many of these women have children with severe medical issues, and they are warriors!  They show grace and love under pressure I couldn't stand, and for those with little kids, they now have a sisterhood!!

Live long and prosper

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Jeremiah 29:11

It's one of the most loved promises of the Bible.  Especially the word "prosper" which has been seized upon by many.  However so often we overlook the context of the promise:

"When seventy years are completed for Babylon, I will come to you and fulfill my good promise to bring you back to this place. For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the Lord, "and will bring you back from captivity.  I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the Lord, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile." 

Jeremiah 29: 10-14

For the Israelites, the promise of restoration to peace and fruitfulness is given in the context of faithful endurance after 70 years of exile - struggle, and subjugation. 

Note also that the "plans" and "prospering" refer to being restored as God's nation WITH THE INTENTION that this would lead them to once again fully engage in relationship with God.  He directs them to seek him with all their heart, collectively, but also individually.  When they call on him, he will listen to them.  He will reveal himself when they seek earnestly for him.

Firstly, God allowed Israel to be taken into exile, to be subject to the pagan Babylonians.  Why?  Because they were not following God and He loved them too much to allow them to turn their back on him for good, which would lead them to destruction.  This temporary place of suffering was a tool that God employed in his mercy to redirect their path back to him.

Secondly, he had no intention of leaving them in that place, and rather than allow them to believe He would, he gave them a message to clue them in. 

Now, for word "prosper" which is often fixated on!  We need to realize that the treasures of God's Kingdom are not the same as the world's!  God has no need of gold or gems.  He owns it all.  The world is his footstool - real estate is a false reality, since he owns it all.

To prosper in God's Kingdom, the treasure in heaven, where moths and rust cannot destroy, and thieves do not break in and steal, is beyond the physical.  Jesus frequently references the fruit that believers will bear, when they stay connected to him.

When we are looking for financial prosperity, or career, possessions etc, we miss the very heart of God!  While, in his wisdom, he may grant us these things, we should seek God with all our heart as he alone is to be treasured!  Closeness with God is what we were created for, and is the ultimate reward.

We will prosper in the Kingdom when we receive love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23).  And in turn we will often find prosperity in life when we display a character like that!

Safeguards

Do use your car headrest? Do you lean against as you drive, or do you find annoying, possibly something that messes up your hair? It's funny, how we can find something annoying when we don't understand its purpose, and maybe even remove it from our life without understanding what we've done.

Recently when I was in a fender bender, it was explained to me that in an accident, your head first whips back and then forward, and then back. Without the head rest in place, your neck bears the full 180° brunt of that impact.

In our lives, God has placed similar safeguards, that protect us from unexpected danger. But when we don't fully understand the purpose of his safeguards, we might reject them and even remove them from our lives putting ourselves and those around us at great risk.

So, even when the safeguards cramp your style, get in the way of your plans, maybe even mess up your hair, it's best to realize that God is infinitely wiser and more prepared for the future than we are.

Anger Issues

"In your anger do not sin" Ephesians 4:26 says.  It doesn't say to be angry is a sin, but cautions that unresolved anger can lead us into sin.  How?

 

Sometimes we get so hurt by someone that we don't forgive them, even though scripture says "But if you do not forgive, neither will your Father who is in heaven forgive your transgressions." Mark 11:26

 

Sometimes we are so beat down that we stop trusting, to protect ourselves, even though scripture says "So we may boldly say: 'The LORD is my helper; I will not fear. What can man do to me?" Hebrews 13:6 and "The LORD is good, a stronghold in the day of trouble; and He knows those who trust in Him." Nahum 1:7

 

At times our anger is so great, toward the person that wronged us, whether it's the driver in front, a parent, a friend, or a spouse, or even God himself, that we refuse to seek peace.  Even though scripture says "And "don't sin by letting anger control you." Don't let the sun go down while you are still angry," Ephesians 4:26

 

Often, we do whatever feels good to us, regardless of the consequences, even though scripture says "Don't you realize that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who lives in you and was given to you by God? You do not belong to yourself," 1 Corinthians 6:19

 

We seek our own retribution even though scripture says "Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay," says the Lord." Romans 12:19

 

Our world is full of anger.  We are bombarded with inflammatory new and commentary, polarizing our opinions and distracting us from what Jesus actually calls us to do. 

 

"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.' The second is this: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.' There is no commandment greater than these." Mark 12:30-31

 

Who is you neighbor?  The driver who just cut you off, your frustrating parent, that friend who was not there when you needed them, the spouse who isn't perfect.

 

"Jesus replied, "Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them." John 14:23

Little Dancer

It's recital day, 9 months in the making!!

Emma won't be alone in this one - the opening number is a dance with daddy!...


Then was her big number that she worked all year for!


So proud of all the effort and commitment she puts in to new endeavors.

This week she was elected to the Student Leadership for next year, her final year in "grade school".  And accepted to the community service club.  She wants to try Hip-Hop next year, and still do gymnastics!  I'm exhausted already!

Father's Day

Father's Day is approaching, and it got me thinking.

We tend to view God through a filter of the significant relationships in our life, especially our parents or spouses.  We project their intentions and personalities on to Him.  But while parents especially, should be a pointer to the Father we have in Heaven, we always fall short.  We have our own sin and brokenness!  In light of this consistent imperfection, we must apply scriptural truth on who God is.

For anyone who's dad was absent, angry, apathetic, abusive, addicted, narcissistic, or any other thing that leaves you questioning the purpose or significance of a father, the truth is that you have a heavenly father, that is none of these things.

God, the father, is always present, always watching, always supporting and encouraging. He loves, disciplines, encourages, and guides his children. He listens attentively, rejoices enthusiastically, empathizes greatly.  When we grieve, he mourns with us. When we hide from him, he pursues us. When we reject him, he embraces us.

His love is not conditional, based on our performance, or even our love!  He loves us completely because He IS love!

He has no need of us, yet he adopts all who call on his name, into his family with complete celebration and participation in his riches.

His love is so good and pure, that his Son willingly sacrificed his life, so that we could also know and experience that love and relationship with the Father.

If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!
Matthew 7:11

This Father's Day, don't forget to connect with your Father in Heaven!

Picture Day

These two are growing up way to fast!!